Everything, Yet Nothing

Bored with Blogger

2006-10-02T22:26:00.000-05:00

I liked Blogger at one time. I still have some level of good emotion about it. But truly, it bores the CRAP out of me.

I don't get comments from the important people as often as I'd like, though I do understand people have school and jobs and their own lives. I just wish that there was more to do on this site.

So I feel that this will turn into another Xanga. I'll keep the blog, and check from time to time, but I can't post all the time to no avail. So this might be the last post for a while.

I'm glad people visit here, but I don't have the amount of traffic I'd hoped for, even after broadcasting the link on DeviantArt, and other website accounts I have. I still only have two, three people that check here. I feel it's no longer worth the upkeep, just like Xanga, although here I don't have the comments from people I never speak to and don't care to speak to.

So, sorry, but it's time for me to go for a while. Maybe you'll see me soon.

Hmm...

2006-09-21T11:45:00.000-05:00

So I haven't posted lately, when I was so fixated on getting others to update. *shrugs*

Been doing Gaia Online a lot lately. I've pulled away from DeviantArt, cause I never update, and it's not worth messing with it if no one else is on.

Got the new Evanescence cd, and downloaded the new Stacie Orrico cd that's coming out in January. ^_^ Yay!!!

So yeah. Not much going on here... I'm just gonna go now. Later, whoever still checks this..

AGH!!!!

2006-09-08T22:52:00.000-05:00

What is wrong with my online community of friends lately?!? No new posts! And I get that school's started, and you're worrying about that, but could you all please update, or at least comment to let me know you're all still ALIVE?

Geez... I wish more people came to read this...

Mmm... listening to the Piano Collections for Final Fantasy VII. Totally pretty. The One Winged Angel one is awesome, and I love Tifa's Theme and the Cosmo Canyon music, as well as the Main Theme music. I'm trying to start up piano again, because I have sheet music for KH songs, and I want the FFVII sheet music. But I want to learn to play them, and well (aka, with both hands, instead of just the right hand).

Nyhhh... I'm gonna go. Gonna go read my music theory book. Also try to start writing something. Sooo... later.

And please, if you read this, comment!!

sigh

2006-09-05T23:28:00.000-05:00

I'm bored. Don't have KH2, since I passed it to Mischa after beating it, and I wouldn't play it now anyways. Fanfiction.net is acting up, so I can't read. Don't want to draw, did that earlier. Don't want to read a book... I DON'T KNOW! I'm so confused....

Went shopping yesterday with Dad. Savers, Walmart, the usual. Got a cute Disney shirt and some yarn at Savers. Then went and DDRed at CC. Heck yeah!! Ended up doubling against this 12-14 year old kid who was a Heavy player. But I did better on Afronova Primeval Standard mode!!! *cheers* Yeahh.... I also used my ticket stash to get a pretty Hello Kitty puzzle from the prize stand. It's pink, but adorable. Hello Kitty rules. *whispers* Though Goodbye Kitty is awesome too.......

...Yeah.

Alright, well. Sang a bunch today, mainly the Beauty and the Beast musical. Thinking of singing 'Home' at the next Espresso Yourself. Awesome Belle song, that has some great belt moments. I SO want to audition for the role if Theater in the Park or something ever does it. Of course, I do need dance lessons, since she has some major dance moments in 'Be Our Guest.'

But anyway, that's what's happening. Watched "Dead Like Me" tonight. Awesome show. Mandy Patinkin kicks SO much ass.

Alright, going now. Later guys (Misch, Pyrena, and Jack).

New Hair, and Whatnot

2006-08-31T23:10:00.000-05:00

I gots my hair cut!!! 11 inches, GONE. Currently it's in a bob, but I can use my new styling gel to flip out the ends, i.e. Selphie of FF VIII.

So you guys can see my wicked cool hair at Danielle's. Yeah!

Right now, I'm sitting on my bed, listening to The Music Man, and eating plain dry Cheerios. Yay Cheerios!! I prefer Frosted Cheerios, but whatever...

Finishing up Mischa's birthday present. Hope you like it, Misch!!! *hugs*

Alright, I'm heading out. Later, and loves to you guys who read this!

Hair Style Photo

2006-08-28T20:39:00.000-05:00

Alright, so I was chatting with Mischa, and we were talking about my possible hair. So I'm going to post my haircut idea picture here.

Of course, my hair color is medium brown, not platinum. But still.

The Usual...

2006-08-28T14:24:00.000-05:00

... of being tired and bored. I don't want to do schoolwork, don't really want to sit and watch a movie, don't want to get involved in doing the final battle of KH2, that will probably take AT LEAST half an hour, or more. I just really want to sit here for the moment and sing.

Got some new CDs this weekend. A techno/dance one by a singer, Cascada; the Pussycat Dolls CD, PCD; and this sibling piano quintet called The 5 Browns. I like all three CDs, so I'm happy.

Eh... played KH2 yesterday, defeated Luxord (took two tries. Really didn't like this battle) and Saix. Saix was pretty difficult, because of the Berserk mode. Almost died a few times, but I have Valor Limit enabled, so that would save me. I'm waiting for the revealing of Riku, though he's already with us, as is..... Kairi.... I really dislike Kairi, partly because she doesn't do much in the long run. I mean, Sora's main reason for looking all throughout this game was to find RIKU. He knew Kairi was safe, and he wanted to find Riku. I loved the reunion of Sora and Riku in KH2... just got it the other day, and I love it!!!

Did anyone watch the Emmy's last night? Didja see Conan's little performance in the beginning? I LOVED IT!! Not to mention, I love "Trouble" as a song.

Uhhh... I'm thinking of cutting my hair. I don't know.... Maybe shoulder length, or a little shorter. Perhaps a bob. Dunno.... so I might have shorter hair by Friday, and Mischa's party. If I do get it cut, it'll probably be Thursday night, after TAC.

Gonna go now. Chatting with Jack on AIM. Loves to Mischa and Pyrena, and "Hey." for Jack.

'When You Believe'

2006-08-24T14:42:00.000-05:00

The Prince of Egypt is a great movie. That, and the soundtrack rocks. Also, Ralph Fiennes is in it, playing Rameses. And Ralph Fiennes kicks ass. I also am learning Hebrew from the bits in songs where it's spoken/sung. Yay!

Uh... got Corel Painter 9.5, and have been painting CG stuff on that. Fun, but slightly difficult when you have to use the mouse pad of the laptop instead of a pen tablet.

Played KH2 recently. Damn, there's a lot of Shadows in The World That Never Was.... that, and some Neoshadows. VERY annoying, they are. Sinking into the ground and all.... and then they hit me from behind when I'm attacking something else, and THEN I'm pissed. I end up going, "DON'T fucking hit me," and then madly attacking until it dies.

......Yeah, I have weird reactions to this game. Getting madly pissed at stuff is a main one.

Eh, I'm gonna go play more. Time to actually enter Castle Oblivion. Holy crap. And I have to fight Dancers. *gives pissed mumble, and clenches fists angrily* Fucking Dancers..... I HATE THEM!!!!! *screams*

So yeah. Going now. Loves to Mischa and Pyrena, and *waves* at Jack.

I've realized how lame I am...

2006-08-21T15:08:00.000-05:00

I'm addicted to Disney movies again. I'm currently watching The Little Mermaid, for the second time today, and for the FIFTH time in the last week. I also watched Beauty and the Beast once, Aladdin three times, four if you include Return of Jafar, and The Aristocats. I swear, when I was little, I was like a walking advert for Disney. EVERYTHING I had was Disney related. I've also done at least four Halloween costumes that were Disney. So I feel kind of sad now, in a pitiful 'Disney whore' way.

And in a slightly unrelated, but still Disney topic, I'm on the last world of Kingdom Hearts 2!!! The hardest level, and I'm there. Hell yeah!!!

I was thinking about this earlier, that, when I move to Florida, it would be fun to try and get a job at Disneyworld as one of the girls who do the character things. I know it's got to be a popular job, but it would be so much fun. Even though Disney's going through all the crap because of Eisner.

Okay, let's move away from Disney. I crocheted an armwarmer this weekend. It's loose, but cool! Annnnnd..... that's it. Nothing else, really. So I'm gonna go watch my movie and do history.

Loves to Mischa and Pyrena, and a 'Sup?' to Jack.

whimper

2006-08-19T18:05:00.000-05:00

Holy crap, I've had this headache all day. Meds only help right after being taken. So not fun right now.

Went shopping with Mama! Got some stuff at Target, little folding rocker chairs for the living room, an emergency kit (totally awesome!), and other stuff. So cool.

Finished Specials the other day. Very nice. I need to get my parents to buy the box set for me.

Going now, head hurts. Loves to Mischa and Pyrena.

Sleepyness

2006-08-15T20:38:00.000-05:00

Yesterday I had my wisdom tooth removal surgery. Took about 15 minutes, I had an IV, and I'm doing really well now. Layed around yesterday and slept, drank milkshakes, and had chicken noodle soup. Took my pain meds both then and today, and I watched a lot of Disney movies. But I've been fairly tired lately because of the meds.

Tomorrow, Mama and I are going to RENT at Starlight. Funfun...

Friday is Mama's birthday. I'm making her a present, but I'm not gonna say it here, in case she reads it.

Next Tuesday is Mischa's birthday. I need to get you a present, Misch. Need to get cracking on that.

Played KH2 lately. Doing world revisits right now, and I have about three-four more left before the final world. Fun! Today I played, and I finished up the Hercules world and the Aladdin world. Yay!

Reading Specials. Pretty good so far, but slightly hard to get into. I'll keep reading it, and it'll pick up.

I'm gonna go. Tired again, and I want to knit a little. Maybe crochet or draw. Or write. I don't know. But I'm gonna go. Later, and loves to Mischa and Pyrena.

Sugary Friends

2006-08-08T21:00:00.000-05:00

So I'm sitting here right now, on my bed, with a bag of Dove milk chocolate and a bag of Starburst. There's the immediate sugar there, plus I had soda and a chocolate chip cookie earlier. So yeah, I've had sugar.

.....

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! *bounces up and down on bed*

.................. *stops*

Okay, I'm done. I think I'll write something new. I don't know. My ex Gabrielle is online, and I kinda want to IM her and be all, "How's your life? 'Cause, you know, I have a semi-girlfriend, and I'm having a great time. Focusing on DDR and music, and writing more..." because last time I read her Xanga, she'd been having problems with her girlfriend and her family and crap. So I kinda wanted to be all, "I'm out here being awesome and happy since we broke up, and you're all lame now... Too bad."

So bitchy, I know! And not like me.... D's affecting me and making me a bitch. Hmmm....

Yeah. Well, I'm hanging out here. Bored, waiting for Mischa to come back to AIM, and eating my candy. Yay candy!

I'm going. Want to maybe write something soon. Later, and loves to Mischa! *throws the loves* Catch!

-edit-

Okay, I'm gonna say this: I'm not calling D a bitch. I don't think she's one, and I will never think she is one, though before L, she might have had some bitch personality things. But not now. I NEVER think of her as a bitch. So please don't get super defensive, because I didn't mean it in the context that it must have been taken in. Sorry to you, D, and Mischa too.

Pains, the Sequel

2006-08-04T21:54:00.000-05:00

So all in all, I think I played about 3-4 hours of DDR today. Maybe more. And probably half of it was done in Standard and Heavy modes, sometimes at x2. So yeah. It's pretty safe to say that my feet feel like CRAP. Earlier, they were hot in my shoes, and it was like they burned with the white-hot intensity of a thousand suns.

Yeah.

So I was not a happy camper earlier. Well, I WAS, but my feet weren't included.

But today was my friend Jennifer's birthday party. She's fourteen. And the other girl that was there was fourteen. Oh. My. God. There were times where I swore they'd drive me up the FREAKING WALL. Maturity levels were SO down.

Went to Mo Iikai, the anime store on Noland. Bought a FF7- AC pin (Cloud holding Tifa after her fight in the garden/courtyard place), and a little butterfly charm for my keyring that has Ritsuka from Loveless on it. Oh, there was this one illustration book for the yaoi anime Sukisyo, which I adore, but it was twenty-eight bucks and I had five. But I flipped through it, and I wanted it even more. Gorgeous art in it, making me love the show more than I already do.

Umm... Michelle knows about this already, but I wrote a new poem thing. Don't wanna find the link right now.

Made a crocheted mp3 player case. I'm putting kitty ears and stuff on it. Cute so far! Pictures at a later date.

Tired now. Was playing DDR with my controller. Head hurts from tilting back to look at the screen. Going now... Love you, Miche.

Byebye...

Pains...

2006-08-01T21:28:00.000-05:00

My fingers hurt..... I was playing KH2, and trying to open up another world, and I kept dying in the Gummi mission. Stupid Reaper Wheel kept killing me. I HATE REAPER WHEELS!!!!! *screams angrily* But since I have to return the game Thursday, I've been playing a bunch, skipping cutscenes, and I've already gone through six worlds, boss battles and all. So yay!!!! Let's hope I can kill the damn wheel....

Spending the night at my friend Jennifer's Thursday after DDR. Then Cool Crest on Friday. Funfun....

I'm so sad... my treasured Beauty and the Beast musical cd started skipping. There's scratches on it cause I've had it for so long. So I have to buy a new one, since I love the cd SO much. Good thing it's on the computer and the mp3 player.

I'm bored. I need something to do, whether knitting, reading, video games, whatever. Maybe I'll get on AIM.... Dunno.

Gonna go now. Love you, Michelle. My only reader!!! *hugs*

Byebye...

This Weekend, and Whatever Else I Think Of

2006-07-30T00:02:00.000-05:00

So it's almost twelve am and I'm bored. I don't know if I want to read anything, or draw, or study my driver's manual or whatever. Just.... bored.

I wish I had more Disney movies on DVD. I'm in a Disney mood. Maybe 'cause I watched a bunch yesterday, or 'cause I played KH2 earlier. Dunno....

Went shopping with the Mama today. Sam's Club. Fun... I got a sample of the Dib's ice cream things in the Crunch bar flavor. Those things are sooooooooo good. I also saw this awesome swim set I wanted. Goggles, a snorkel, flippers, all that stuff. I haven't had a set like that in years. But Mama didn't have enough for the set, though she did say we might be able to go back next weekend and get them, since it would be after payday.

I'm going up to Smithville on Thursday or Friday. My friend Jennifer is having a birthday. I wants to go, though last year I went, and we went tubing on the lake, and they kept trying to get me to go on the tube, and I'm going, "Fuck you, I'm NOT DOING IT." Didn't really say that, but I was thinking it.

Reading this new Artemis Fowl ARC I borrowed from Manda. Pretty good so far. Can't wait to read more.

Also working on my application for a new Harry Potter RPG that Danielle and I are going to do. Still need to confer with her about our history, since we're twins in it, and we need to work out kinks about it.

Dad went on a trip to Colorado. Kept asking me if I wanted to go. Obviously not, since I'm here typing this now. I love my dad, but I have no desire to go on a road trip with him.

So yeah. I'm gonna go now. Getting tired of typing. Maybe I'll go read....

Byebye....

Yarn Extravaganza!!

2006-07-24T19:11:00.000-05:00

So I learned to crochet, and pretty well, if I do say so myself! Bought the Stitch and Bitch - Happy Hooker book on Saturday. I'll bring it with me to Purrlers. Also finished the hat for D. Making ear flaps tonight, then kitty ears tomorrow.

Tonight I'm going to Grease at Starlight!!! I prepped today by listening to the soundtrack. Yay!

I have a fairly busy week this week.

Monday- Grease
Tuesday- Purrlers
Wednesday- Sam's Club w/ Mama
Thursday- TAC and Sleepover @ D's
Friday- @ D's all day.

So yeah, busy by my standards. Agh, must go. Have to change my shirt and get stuff together. Muuu... See people soon.

Byebye...

Dreams of Something to Do

2006-07-18T21:14:00.000-05:00

Bored. This interesting sci-fi show called Eureka is on, and it keeps making me go, "What the fuck?!?" Or my favorite quote from a great story, "Holy fucking sledgehammers, Batman." It's a very strange show.

Thinking of writing something. Also thinking of sleep. My eyes are feeling really heavy. *tired sigh*

Today was long. Fun in the afternoon, but long. I'm gonna go now.

Byebye...

Bonfire Books - Teen Advisory Council

2006-07-16T12:26:00.000-05:00

The library group blog!!!!

Bonfire Books - Teen Advisory Council

But It's Better If You Do...

2006-07-16T01:21:00.000-05:00

Bought Mr. Panic! At The Disco CD today! And that's been my evening soundtrack. Mmmh... DDRed earlier. Burned 400 calories! *punches air* Okay, I'm a dork.

Making a sock! Finished the toe, finally, and now comes the inches of mind-numbing rounds of the knit stitch. Oh, joy.

Sarcastic mood passing now. Tomorrow! Shopping and lunch with Daddy. Hopefully DDR at Cool Crest as well! Looking for a pair of capris and maybe a pair of boots. Saver's has had some kickass ones before. And my awesome new sandals wouldn't be able to do DDR well. See them in their glorious-ness!!!

Whoo, pretty orange-y shoes. $15 at WalMart. They had ones with brown instead of orange, but not in 9 1/2.

Ah! Last weekend, I went to Savers as usual with Dad. Found this ADORABLE baby toy!!! See! And yes, that is my hand.

Classic. Baby. Tigger. And it RATTLES!!! There's a shaker thing in it. Too cute, I had to get my dad to buy it. There was a really cute Pooh baby hat as well, but I didn't realize I wanted it until after we'd left. My first child will get Classic Pooh things. So this goes into the baby stash. Yay!

Enough about my baby dreams. Bedtime!! Night-night, whoever reads this.

Byebye...

Yay!

2006-07-13T13:39:00.000-05:00

I'm so happy, I successfully made white rice. I messed up last time, adding extra water during cooking. It got all mushy and wet. Uck... But I did it! Another thing to add to my cooking repertoire.

Uh, watched this really sweet movie today called 'Imagine Me And You.' British lesbian romantic comedy. Very sweet, and there was one scene with the two women playing DDR. So awesome!!! But it was really nice.

I think I get hypoglycemia sometimes. Blood sugar drops because I don't eat enough complex carbs. I get that sometimes before bedtime, cause I don't snack before bed.

So yeah. Going now. Have to eat.

Byebye...

Whoops!!!

2006-07-12T12:06:00.000-05:00

I so forgot to write this last night, cause I was tired, but I got to see Mischa yesterday!!! Love you, Misch!

Okay, so I did kinda write this because she mentioned it, but I did forget, and her telling me reminded me...

Aah... Day so far-

-Ate last muffin, orange push-up
-Been told what school things to do today by mother
-Sang in Japanese
-read fiction, checked dA
-Thinking now that I should post something new to dA...

Umm... I'm trying to make a knitted cat plush, out of Bernat Satin yarn in a light yellow. Found this pattern in knit 1. yesterday for cropped pants. Looked really cute, so I transcribed the pattern. Though, if I can't even finish my Kyoto sweater, how could I do pants? Hmm... Also working on a hat for D that I started after Christmas. TLC Amore in black, it's the kitty hat from Stitch and Bitch, but with a strand of white funfur worked into the ears.

Also trying to make a black kitty plushie, with no pattern. Sewing-wise. I've probably messed up, but oh well. Also need to make ears and tail for Jen.

I wish I wasn't poor. I want yarn, and books, and maybe something from MoiiKai... Aah, I have to go. Muu... sucky. Byebye...

Stuffs

2006-07-12T00:53:00.000-05:00

So this would normally be the place where someone is happy about it being the first ever post, and writes about some SPECTACULAR thing that happened earlier. Well, not here.

Today I:

-Got up, made muffins
-Finished English lesson for mother, wrote and sent nutrition science project to mother
-Read article on deja-fu, read fiction online, sang in Japanese
-Played DDR, showered
-Library for writing meeting. Gave sister muffin. Wrote internal monologue for Tooth Fairy.
-Dinner, more reading

And here I am. On the computer still. Need to shut down.

Thunder. I hope it rains a lot. I need to go get more water. Thirsty. Yawn... Bed now.

Byebye...